I need ideas for our apartment. Cute/bizarre/crazy cool whatever. I don't want a single thing to be "normal." I've already decided (unbeknownst to Curtis, but he may read this) that the bathroom should be forest themed with mushroom and deer and greenery and maybe even some classy fairies of my own making. Thusly I think I want the kitchen to have a French cafe/rustic feel to it. With lots of silhouetted black cats. Indeed.

So please if you have links to sites I can buy things from I wants them. Thank You. :D

I'm am so far behind on stuff I need to do it stopped being funny a long time ago. That is all.

The apartment viewing was a bust today, the lady told us all the wrong information and we didn't make it in time. We scheduled a new time for tomorrow at 4. We'll be living upstairs which will suck when we have to bring in groceries but we'll deal.

He told me today that he's super excited about it which is a first. I felt a little weird being all eager for it when he seemed not to care. He says he just doesn't like setting himself up for disappointment but since we're so close he'll allow for excitement.

The apartment is almost a for certain thing at this point. We are both taking summer courses so we'll need somewhere to live. FTW! We'll be taking a "tour" either Monday or Tuesday so hopefully I can get photos.

In other news, I finally kinda have a job. I'll be tutoring in Studio Art and Graphic design while he'll be tutoring in English. I'll probably have to have another job on top of that, especially over the summer but it'll be fun all the while.

Things are on the up and up somewhat for once. After Curtis quit the fraternity things are settling and he's finally happy again. Which makes me happy as well. I've already decided that this post is going to revolve around him to prepare yourselves kiddies:

First things first: He left me about an hour ago to return home for a funeral. His older cousin suddenly died of a heart attack last week leaving behind two small children. I had been invited to the funeral as well but i just couldn't spare the time to do so. He knows that if needs me I'm only a phone call away. He's not too beat up about it, they weren't that close but he was still family. Rest in Peace Jeremy Tenney. <3

Secondly on a more positive note: Curtis and I have bounced around ideas for tattoos for a while now. I still want my doodles from my friends, he wants Ghastly (the pokemon) ect. But finally we've come to the agreement that the next tattoo either of us get will be on our collar bones. I will have "la jumelle" in script and he will have "el gemelo" also in script. These both mean "twin" but one in French and the other in Spanish.

Thirdly, and the most exciting news: We've found an apartment! I now understand the slight desperation that Tilly must have felt whilst house hunting. This place is a really good deal and I'm terrified that it'll go before we decide on it or not. It's a two bedroom, one bath apartment. The rent will be about 260$ each which is NOTHING. Preston will live with us over the summer so the rent will be even less for those few months. We'll have to sign a lease until August and the heating is not included but so what? This needs to happen.

I think that's all I have for news in the world of Curtley. (Get it? Curtis + Bailey) <3

In the world of Concord however, we have yet another cluster fuck:

Here's my schedule for next semester:

Mondays:
Graphic Novel: 11am - 11:50
Caligula: 11am - 11:50 these two courses interchange.
History of Civilization: 12:00 - 12:50
Comic Books: 7:30 - 8:45
SOAP Meeting: 9:00 - 10:00

Tuesdays:
Watercolours: 11:00 - 12:15
Slam Poetry: 12:30 - 1:45
Fantasy and Sci-Fi: 2:00 - 4:30
Design II: 6:00 - 8:00

Wednesdays:
Graphic Novel: 11am - 11:50
Caligula: 11am - 11:50 these two courses interchange.
History of Civilization: 12:00 - 12:50
Comic Books: 7:30 - 8:45
GSA Meeting: 9:00 - 10:00

Thursdays:
Watercolour: 11:00 - 12:15
Slam Poetry: 12:30 - 1:45

Fridays:
Graphic Novel: 11am - 11:50
Caligula: 11am - 11:50 these two courses interchange.
History of Civilization: 12:00 - 12:50

Fun Fun Fun, I'll probably add a Geography class and I have an Intermediate French course that's TBA. This will bring me to a total of 18 hours. I will also have to take Ceramics and Sculpture in the Summer.

In other news! I have so much crap to do for The Kinder Collective. Treadway thinks it'll be done by the end of this semester. He's funny. Preston is composing music based on the stories and images I give him. He has a piano score called Fireflies that is absolutely beautiful. His next piece is entirely in French. It's from Gabriel's point of view and describes how he's jealous of the wind, snow and everything else that can touch Charlie without making him blush and spark. I'm so excited.

Long time no update huh kids?

My life has been up and down like crazy recently. But, I’ve decided that I’m sick of who I am, and so, I pretty sure there’s a new leaf that needs to be turned over somewhere in the near future.

And so, I’m giving up on the drama. I won’t deal with it anymore. I will support those that need support but I will not involve myself in the childish, unneeded bullshit that college kids seem to thrive on. I refuse.

I will make amends for the things I’ve said and done and will not be fake when I ask former enemies to be my friend. If they refuse my hand, it won’t be the first time nor the last and it will not bother me. (It shall just bring me closer to Draco Malfoy, as we will be able to relate on that level too.)

It’s a scary thought but I’m forcing myself to become more sociable. I’m the President of the GD STUDENT activities committee and I don’t have that many friends.

I will also stay away from the word Fail as it has consumed my life and has become an article in my speech patterns. Instead I may use odious, or something to that effect.

I am broke, but so is everyone else. I did buy things I needed and rewarded myself a bit so I don’t feel completely regretful but I can’t believe I went through that amount of money that quickly.

Me: “What’s the opposite of a Jew?”
Curtis: “A Bailey?”

Speaking of my little brother, he’s growing up and leaving me. (Sniff) He’s joined the Sigma Tau Gammas along with Cliff, Preston, Al, Jared and Chris. <3 I couldn’t be happier for them but I do feel a little like an outsider. (They can’t tell me anything unless I become a Sweetheart)

The only way to become a Sweetheart is to marry a Sig Tau or to be inducted. No chance of the marriage thing unless Curtis pulls a ring on me some day. Psh. But! I could always work hard and hopefully, one day, they’ll induct me.

In fact, I dropped another 55$ at the STG Date Auction where I bought myself 3 lovely boys. Curtis Tenney for 30$, Bill Lewis for 5$, and Justin Smith for 20$.

I have a two hour date with each of them. I’m excited mostly for the one with Justin. (He’s single, older and kind of cute) Ah, stupid girliness you shine through just at the most inconvenient moments.

Moving on, I had a salamander for a day! I named him Leopold, he was tiny and adorable but today he ran away. I have yet to figure out how and where to but I have a feeling my roommate will find him before I do.

I am in such a good mood right now. Maybe because of a possible beau or that I love me some Sig Tau boys, or maybe I’m on a sleepy-end-of-the-night-plus-good-music-high, or it could be that cigarette I just smoked. That’s another thing I’m changing. I don’t want to quite. I like smoking, it makes me feel good, I’ll be considerate but I’m not going to quite just because “I should.”

Let’s face it, I do a lot of shit I shouldn’t really do.


I love you guys, and as soon as I get a mail box set up I’ll give out my new address. Promises.

Goodnight Kids.

So it is decided:
I will be Stan Marsh for Halloween this year. Curtis will be Craig Tucker and Cliff will be Chef. We just need a Cartman, Kyle and Kenny and we'll be complete. Not too much to ask is it?

I've bought the customes already, (what we could buy at Walmart at least.) I had to have somone make the hats for Curtis and I since they are specific to the character. Cliff's only required an apron and chef hat. :P

I'm excited, we'll look neat as a group I think.



I might make Katie Cartman. lol

So, I spent way too much money just now.

I'm being a bit selfish with it. Most everything was for me.

I did however get my parents giant gummie bears on sticks for their 20th anniversary. I paid 36 dollars for them to be rushed here by the 9th. I sent this message with it: 20 years together: truly nothing to scoff at. Her love for Teddy Bears, his love for fruit flavored gummie creatures. Happy Anniversary. I would have written more but I had limited space. I don’t know, I think they’ll get a laugh out of it.

Otherwise, I’ve just been buying shit for myself. Like spats and new car ears and new shoes. Hm. . .I’ve spent around 175$ just tonight. And I still didn’t get my 100 dollar dreads yet or my 100 contact lenses. (Fail btw, you have to have a doctor’s permission to get the lenses. WTF?)

So anyhow, me + money = fail. But then again, I kind of don’t really feel bad because I went years without really spending money on myself. So, win?


I am also slightly drunk whilst doing this, but

I haven’t done a proper post in a good while so let’s catch up yes?

Dorm Room Life:
I hated it at first but I think it’s all good now. It’s small and cold most of the time because I’m on the third floor but whatevs. My roommate went MIA for the first month (I saw and talked to her 3 times) she would come in crazy early, like around 6:30am, fiddle around with things then disappear again. Last night however, I noticed her name was gone from the door. (Our RA put our names up on Ice Cream Cone shaped faom outside our rooms.) When I entered last night all her stuff was gone, her books, sheets, everything.

I can has new roommate? I kind of liked having a “single.” I really hope I don’t get another rommie. Unless it’s that cute girl from first floor. P:

SAC:
Still the President. We’re loosing Marshall as our Advisor because he got promoted. Thus, we are interviewing new candidates for the job. It’s a 66% percent chance it’ll be a woman and a 33% chance it’ll be a man. I had to “fire” the girl in charge of PR simply because she wasn’t doing her job and then trying to pwn it off on my Secretary and Vice President.

GSA:
We finally kicked off the Gay Straight Alliance. Is super happy. I love Randell and Lesley, they are amazing people. I ran for VP but didn’t get it. My friends got positions though so it’s all good. Curtis got Secretary, Lesley became President naturally, Randell became Public Relations, some boy named Brandon got SGA Rep. and Kate got Treasurer.

Personal Life:
I still can’t manage to talk to that girl. Still don’t know her name but whatever. She lives on first floor I know for a fact. Sigh. Why am I so socially awkward? Otherwise the drama is not of my doing really. Harry and Curtis have been having spats over stupid shit. (Like laundry detergent and Cds.) Actually, Harry can see this if he logged on and I don’t give a fuck. He’s a walking contradiction. He can be a great guy and then a total dick the next.

CASE IN POINT:
Curtis breaks up with Harry, or vice versa whatever. Curtis starts dating boy named Lee. (Who is also his roommate.) Lee blatantly tries to get Harry to sleep with him. Harry finally does the right thing and tells him no. I tell Curtis, Curtis breaks if off. Lee lies his ass off to try to get out of it. Curtis backs down. Cliff and I storm in and bitch him out for lying and being a cuntmuffin. Lee then finds Harry afterward and gives him the sob story that Curtis raped him and Cliff and I “outed” him to everyone in the hallway which was only Curtis. Harry, of course, either believes him because he’s a total douche and works that way or because he still wants into Lee’s pants. I’m starting to believe it’s a little of both.

Apparently, also, what set Harry off in terms of me being mad at him, which I wasn’t at first, was I gave Curtis a cupcake bowtie to wear one night. Harry said he looked cute. And I simply said “he knows” as I walked away. THAT’S what hurt Harry. Fail, fuck him.

Sigh, so. . . Cliff and I are official “outers” and should be steered cleared of and Curtis is a rapist. If this keeps up I’m afraid that I might just have to beat the shit out of someone.


Money:
I finally got my check change and I already spent 200 dollars at Walmart but I don’t feel bad because it was on things I actually need. New clothes, hamper ect.

Curtis will be back from the holiday weekend on Monday and I’m taking him to get his hips pierced. I still don’t know what I want. I think I’ll finish off the snake bites this time around so Curtis isn’t sitting there in pain while I get a tattoo. But! I still do want those lovely doodle from everyone. I’m working on getting a PO Box so I’ll have an address soon. I think everyone is going with animals, Unicorn, Panda, Goldfish…BrandieKittens I need something from you and BrieBird too. I would be delighted if someone were to try a raccoon. But anyway do as you please.

Alright that’s enough, I’m going to go play badminton with Cliff and then head to the gym. OMG I know! So, I catch you lovelies later. <3

It's just one thing after a fucking-nother.

Stephanie Bailey is a mess at the moment, leave a message?

Okay, seriously. I need an idea for a holloween costume. SAC is taking charge of the Holloween Dance this year and I really want to have a kickass costume. I want something complicated and easily recognizable.

I've considered going as one of the South Park boys but that's pointless unless you have the whole gang with you. I'd need another three people to cosplay with me. :(

My other idea was either Spongebob or a character from the fairly odd parents. IDK. I need win!ideas. Help me!

First and foremost, I need to find a word to replace epic. I use it far too much.

Anyway, since this is one of the only times I have on the internet, this post will be biggish. Bare with me if you please. On top of that my memory is terrible, as most of you know, so I’m trying to remember as I go along.

The train ride.
Yes, I’m going back that far. Eight hours, by myself on a train next to Andy Warhol. For cereal. Dressed in all black, sunglasses, and white hair. Drunk out of his mind. The lady to my right was a Concord Alumni which was cool at first, until she kept trying to give me teen magazines about the fascinating love scandal between Twilight’s stars Robert and ……sorry, I threw up in mouth.

I read Evermore while I was on the train, if only to save Rachael the trouble of making the same mistake. IT WAS UTTER RUBBISH. It was like Twilight in reverse. Same cheesy dialect same stupid love story, oh, wait, he was immortal not a vampire my mistake. FAIL.

Parties!
Fuck yes! Friends, booze, and Brandie’s cute house. To be honest I can’t remember a whole lot from wither time. I remember playing with those oh so beautiful dolls and the kittens. Staying up to the wee hours of the morning and watching muppets. Who cut this cake?!

There may have been some lawn laying the second time around? I don’t remember any of that only that I hate tequila and I woke up with grass on my shirt. Oh, and did I try to hit Nikki? She says I did. It sucks that I don’t remember much, because I know I had a good time.

Weekend
Nikki and I met up with TJ, Zach and Sarah for lunch at the diner. Good times. After that, me and NikkiMouse went back to Zach’s where we basically did nothing for a while. We met his neighbor Josh who I think is cute, enough though I’ve revoked guys here recently. We then went out on the boat to watch fireworks. Great fun.
That next Wednesday I headed back to Zach’s solo to discuss the comic book, which still has no name. We got a lot done. We hammered out a final script for the intro and we’re basically ready to go. And, the best part is, I got him to change his main character’s name from Tilda to Lorem Ipsum. Ten points if you know where that comes from.

Weekend 2
This last weekend, I was at my Aunt and Uncles. Not much to speak of. Except the fact that I’m horribly horribly sun burnt. That, and I’m overdrawn at the bank. Gah.

I am leaving Thursday with Cliff. I’m pretty excited. New address for letters!
I don’t feel like writing anymore so, I won’t for now. Is lazy.

Okay kiddies. Some bad news I hear. I know some of you can't make it but I don't see a reason to call off the whole thing, there's no reason we can't have multiple get togethers. So I guess if you can make it some how please do. I want to see everyone.

I think Brittany  and Sarah are the only ones I haven't heard back from. <3

So everything seems to be a go for Thursday night into Friday for the party. I've bought a few things already (booze.) Not a whole lot like we had on News Years but. . .anyway.

What else should a bring, I figured a snack of some sort. If you guys (Brandie) need me to bring something just let me know, plates, cups, cards, music even IDK. (Psssh no one listens to your music says the wee voice inside my head.)

Oh, I guess a time would be good to settle ne? But that's up to you Brandie. <3

STEPHANIE BAILEY IS EXCITED TO SEE HER BEST FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN.

Okay, okay, so like, I think we may have plan here. The wonderful Brandie will provide a place for our get together and I will bring staple supplies. Point is, when is everyone free?

I think it may be safe to say that Rachael and I are free because we are jobless? Right?
I need days and times.

I was thinking maybe Thursday night or Friday?  Or Thursday night into Friday? W/E IDK

We need to iron out a plan quickly, I so hope everyone can make it again. Just like New Years, <3